Goddess Angel

"Daisies in Bloom"

2010-03-28T11:43:00.004-04:00

Daisies in Bloom.

Peddler’s want to achieve the moon.

No rest for the weary; gold insight.

STOP: it's a beautiful world around you.

LOOK: green grass, flowers, trees.

LISTEN: to Cinderella and her dreams.

For now she's little and in need.

Don't let her stance reflect;
where was mommy and daddy.

Slow down take your time.

Always keep love ones in mind.

Valuable moments can’t rewind.

PLOTS!

2010-03-19T09:12:00.002-04:00

Pealed back layers of lies

Still wolf mimicking sheep

President Barack compared to monkey shot

Disadvantage sub-prime loans

Sacred land of liberty

Still thrashing Willie Lynch’s method of slavery

Façade desert oasis

Reminder of familiar dry places

Different faces pealing off

Replaced words hoping to erase

History’s designed plots.

Being the other Woman.

2010-02-08T08:24:00.002-05:00

Ladies come one come all, married woman's point of view on "The Other Woman".

All right, ladies, we all know that it's in a woman's human nature to want a man in her life, to be in union with, comfort her and to validate her worthiness. My question to you: Ladies how far are you willing to go to achieve affection from a married man? Women have a tendency to except men and all of their flaws because of our desperation of wanting to be loved.

I'm sure that you have heard of the old saying "any man is better than no man". Well, I am a married woman who have experienced women and their desperate measures of trying to seduce and lure a married man away from his wife and children. If you're saying, what, she actually airing her dirty laundry? Yes, ladies, my panties are blowing in the wind.

Let me say this to all the other women who decide to be in a relationship with a married man. The same emotion that you have of wanting to be loved and adored, is the exact same emotion that us, as married women have. Think about it, we finally found the man of our dreams that we want to spend the rest of our life with him; then there's a woman who comes into his life and want that same union. Yes, two have to tangle in order for it to be a relationship but, what action are you going to take to persuade him to leave his wife?

There are certain men who love to soar and conquer as much as they can in their life time and for them to have a variety of women to choose from makes them happy. It is up to us as women to set boundaries and to be in charge of our lives. For myself, I have notice that there are three types of cheating married men:

Type 1: Description of a cheating married man.
1. Don't tell you that he's married and you eventually find out.

A: I know this is a devastating moment for you. You think that you've finally found your "Night and Shining Amour", only to realize that he has giving marriage vows to another woman. Ladies, this is the time to do some soul searching on how you're going to handle this situation? Will you leave and tell him that you don't appreciate being lied too, or will you be content with what he has to offer you? Speaking from a wife's point of view, leave, because we don't want the stress of competition with the other woman.

Type 2: Description of a cheating married man.
2. Tell you that he's married but, he's going to leave his wife.

B: Now, if this happens for you congratulation! But, if six months has past and he hasn't left yet, 9 times out of 10, he's lying
to you. With that being said, will you live in your fantasies and believe that he love and value you more than his wife? Ladies, without a doubt, if this is the allusion you want to wrap your heart around, get ready for a lot of emotional ups and downs.

Type 3: Description of a cheating married man
3. Let you know that he's married however, he's not going to leave his wife and he ask you to except it.

C: Okay, ladies, is this what you really want or does your heart's desirer fight against this thought 100 percent. If this is the case, walk away and save yourself the struggle, heartache and disappointment. Reason being said, you can't force a man into leaving his wife if that's not in his heart's desirer. No matter how many back flips you turn to gain his love and attention; it's simply not going to happen for you! From my personal observation, the other woman is setting herself up for an unfilled, unhappy and unsuccessful love journey, with a very bitter ending. My word of advice to you is; when you realize that you have put your all into him and he still doesn't look to you as the one he want to spend the rest of his life with, move on, don't go after his wife. For instance;

(Caution: 1) Please, don't give him pictures to take home, so that his wife can become aware your existence.

(Caution: 2) Please, don't contact his wife to let her know about your connection with her husband.

(Caution: 3) Please, don't tell his wife that her husband prefers your "loving" over hers. By doing so, this will be a tremendous lack of respect to his wife emotional well being.

Woman to woman, have a heart where the wife is concerned. Whether he tells you he's married or you find out the hard way, remember, the wife didn't make any commitment to you, he did. This relationship, whether good or bad, should be discussed and kept between the two of you. In other words, if you're going to agree to a relationship with a married man, find out what works for you. Create an environment that you and him can share, instead of being in constant competition with the wife.

Ladies, if you can't fathom the thought of sharing a married man; by all means leave and never look back. Message: We can't make someone love us, we can only enforce the love for ourselves.

All in all, getting involved with a married man is your decision but, be prepared for the consequence of sharing "Love".

Goddess Angel: Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

2008-08-06T10:28:00.000-04:00

Goddess Angel: Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

Paula White's Divorce

2008-06-20T17:31:00.001-04:00

Paula White is a inspiration to all women who have endured horrific pain in their lives and has struggled to over overcome them. The example of her testimony enables others to understand that you don’t have to wallow in your sorrows and hurts; just put one foot in front of the other and move forward.

I often watch Paula’s television show to listen to her wisdom on sexual and physical abuse because I too came from that similar background. Trust me when I say, it is not easy to fight those constant reminders of relatives/ people who betray you in the worst way. In my opinion, for Paula White to hold no bitter resentment and to except the Gospel of Jesus Christ at the age of eighteen, demonstrate that she’s a true child of God.

Randy and Paula’s divorce is very shocking to the Christian community because we look to our leaders to set the example for us to follow. Sometimes the church wants their preachers to be immortal and immune to human behaviors, but think about it who really needs a Pastor that hasn’t experienced problems of any kind? To me, this proves that Paula and Randy are normal human beings who face the same issues as all society does.

It was very commendable of them to announce their personal marital problems with their congregation. I understand if they’re not ready to address the television viewers of “Without Walls Ministries” and the world about the break downs and mistrusts in their marriage. I would suggest, to the followers of Randy and Paula White to allow them to gather their thoughts and heal from whatever disputes they may have.

It is very unfair to the Whites to imply all these accusation towards marital infidelities. How can we question any biblical grounds of adultery if Paula and Randy haven’t discussed what their problems were?

This is an outrage to accuse them of backstabbing God and their members without any proof. Especially when their history has been nothing, but putting positive words and energy into the world. I am confident in whatever trials that they are enduring that God has the answers and He will help them through it. So, relax and let them gather the strength to talk about their tribulations and become testimonies on how to undergo divorce in the body of God!

I am sadden by Paula’s divorce, but I comprehend that sometimes people who join in the union of marriage realize that they no longer share the same love as they once did. If there is adultery involved, this is for God to judge and not a fellow human being (Deuteronomy 32: 36)! My prayers go out to Randy and Paula White.

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

2008-06-20T17:25:00.000-04:00

Attention- Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADD/HD), is a Neurological Behavioral Disorder that effect the nervous system as well as the cognitive part of the brain.

Noticing the disease (ADD/HD) in your child is essential. Parents must improve the odds of their child's achievements in life and getting the proper diagnoses for their mental health issues is the key. As children began to grow and develop an personality, this is where children start to show indication of mental or physical illness.

Therefore, If you recognize a sudden change in your child's mood or behavior, and he/she feels depressed, anxious, angry or belligerent, seek professional help immediately. Don't brush off your child's action as simply being normal conduct because this disease will worsen over time and (ADD/HD)will follow your child throughout their adult life. We as parents, owe it to our children to provide the best health options available. Parents, if you're not familiar with (ADD/HD)symptoms and if you struggle with pointing out these medical condition in your child here's some examples:

Symptoms:

*Hyperactivity- When he/she may be feeling fidget, physical discomfort or demonstrates over activeness, such as excessive running and talking. Checking for these signs of negative emotional reaction, negative impulsive behavior and a short memory span is vital in gaining intervention of (ADD/HD).

*Retention Loss - Programmed loss of information which former memories are unable to be recalled from memory storage. If your child has difficulty maintaining mental focus, concentration, and unresponsive to distraction and if they can't remember a conversation from yesterday, this a clear sign that you should to get help.

*Unprompted Behavior - The child is very impatience and may utter out answers not pertaining to the subject at hand or may have difficulty intrude others space. These personality issues should be carefully corrected in order to create a successful and productive child.

Risks Of Not Getting Treatment:

*Lack of self-esteem and very little confidence.
*Tension with family relationships.
*Unruly behavior such as anxiety and depression.
*Bad grades, increased in bad school behavior, and decreased in learning shills.
*Lack of attention to learning disorders, which is associated with (ADD/HD).
*Roads that may lead to substance abuse such as drugs and alcohol.

Furthermore, there are some natural treatments to help your child before you seek professional assistance.

Depression, anxiety and anger is one of the main factors concerning (ADD/HD) because at one moment your child can be feeling up and then the next down. This is very common with children suffering from (ADD/HD).

Parents if you would like to try some natural solution first; Herb Combination such as: Ginseng, Remem, Gotu Kola Plus, are all natural ingredients that will help build zest, energy, stamina, mental alertness, mental functions and reflex action.
Also, Single Herbs such as: Gyan Mudra, California Poppy, Scullcap, Siberian Ginseng, Korean Ginseng, Lobelia, Gotu Kola, Bee Pollen and Cayenne will help aid the problem as well.

All of these Herbs will help with the symptoms caused by (ADD/HD).

Furthermore, if these natural remedies doesn't help your child agonizing disease; you must seek professional help and guidance in-order to gain control of this disease.

When selecting a Physician, who will provide medication for your child, there are a few criteria and questions that should be asked.

(1) Ask if his/her Psychiatric Training succeeds four years of medical school and if their training includes medicine, neurology, and a broad- spectrum on (ADD/HD).
(2) Questions:

*Ask what medication best suits your child.
*Has the medication been healthy and helpful to other children.
*Will the medication work right away.
*What instructions are needed to take the medication and will it be easy to apply the dosage.
*What if I miss a day, due to he/she feeling groggy.
*What are the side effects of taking the medication.
*How addicting is the medication.
*How well does the medication interact with other medication.
*Is there a prolonged intake to this medication.
*Do I have the authority to stop my child from taking this medication.

Moreover, when agreeing to any form of medication, please stay away from Side Effects such as: Dizziness, Blurred Vision, Restlessness and Sedation. For school children, I would recommend selecting a medication that last no longer than 3-6 hours because this will allow you to see your child's true personality when they get home from school. In my opinion, this will better the communication between you and their doctor.

In conclusion,(ADD/HD) is a fact of life for some children, but hopefully these methods will help on improving your child's disease. Parents if you get your child involved in group therapies session with others children, who are going through the same battles of (ADD/HD)this will be helpful as well. There are many organization who help children who suffer from (ADD/HD). Simply call these International numbers for children suffering from (ADD/HD)and the operators will assist you on information in your area.

*International Numbers:
1-253-620-4562
1-561-544-6006
(Monday- Thursday 9-5; EST
Friday 9-4 EST)

Lost Souls

2008-06-20T17:23:00.000-04:00

Misleading caliber
Powerless souls drifting

Powerful Authority
Playing roulette

Hearts pumping
For open skies

Generation suffer
From near and Darfur

Invisible statues
Leaving footprints behind

Tombstones marked
Lived but didn't survive

Babies attached
Pleading for any giving hand

Shut - eyes maximize mayhem
Throughout distant land

Lost souls, measured overtime

Disllusionment with Children growing up

2008-06-20T17:18:00.000-04:00

Children are a beautiful sculpture sent by God to parents for us to input wisdom of difficult life experiences to help guide them in life. The disillusionment that parents encounter with raising children, in my opinion, is that we think our children will embrace the lessons taught by us and that they will apply them in their lives. Us as parent must realize that our children are individuals who will follow their minds and not necessarily the path we taught them to walk on.

I've received advice from several of older people, concerning their beliefs that children follow what you do and not what you say and vise versa. This advise left me confused, because I really wanted to raise a child that was going to be a contribute to this cold world in a Godly way. As a result of my confusion, I turned to the bible for examples to teach me as well as my child. The bible was and is, a good method to use because it has so many moral illustration for all humans to learn from.

Disillusion can come in many forms with our expectation of raising children.

However, I found out through years of learning and teaching that children will have so many different influences to where it's hard to make your influence in their lives top priority. My advise to parents is to sell yourself as a marking tool to your child. Find something that you're good at and pitch it; brag on how great you are, how smart you are, and how your since of style expresses character of maturity. Trust me, if you don't promote yourself on being the apple of their eye, someone else will.

Warning, you don't want your child valuing someone's opinion over yours because you don't know whether that influence will be good or bad. Now, for the parents who have achieved this task successfully and your child looks to you as the greatest invention since slice bread, I applaud you!

Raising children can be frustrating and one of the most hardest occupation a human being will face in their life time. The ideal of children following this well mapped out life expectancy that us as parents provide for them is very disappointing, when they unknowingly allow others to lead them astray. This world has some many malicious people that will try to mislead your child in a different direction just to spite their achievements. Building a foundation of love and creating a strong character for your child is essential.

Parents must defend their child against the disillusionments of this world in hopes that the evil one doesn't overtake and destroy them as he has done to so many others. Living in this diverse universe, it all boils down to people either being "Doers" and "Receivers". Doers are the people who are well aware of their evil deeds and they intently go around harming others. Receivers are the people who get tricked by their hateful but, fabricated as loving snares. Parents, you must input in your child to be a receiver who fight against persuasions of doing wrong.

All in all, parent don't give up hope on your child, if you one day realized that some of your expectation as turned into disillusionments. We as parents must eventually learn to separate our children's path in life from our leadership. Martin Luther King Jr. : "The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in the moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy". Disillusion equals undermined identity which can turn into awakened prosperity.

You're Someone

2008-06-20T17:12:00.001-04:00

“You’re Someone”

The Creator of Creation.
How beautiful to carry a living breathing human in your womb.
To nurture and help them grow is your only motivation.
How appreciated is the love you give,
Spilling over into building a wonderful adult.
You're Strong!

If not for you, what would the future of generation hold.
Your discipline is sometimes rejected;
But in later years always respected.
You're Wise!

The colors of the rainbow are so alluring.
Just like the colors of your heart shining through.
Your grace guides the family with ease.
Thanks for your caressing caring hands.
Thanks for your prayers of protection.
You're Beautiful!

To be cherished is in the eye of the beholder.
The aroma of lilies in a field on a breezy summer day;
Resembles the affection you give, dear sweet lady.
Your presence is as high as a mountain top;
Your personality brightens our lives.
You're Someone!

Fallen Angel

2008-06-20T17:11:00.001-04:00

Fallen Angels come;
in all colors, shapes and sizes.
Often falling to deep letting;
the world the best of them.
Hurt is painful to bare.
Staring into space;
wondering if there’ s a better place.
Trying to erase all bad memories.

Noticing struggle more and more each day.
Building frustration sliding into hell’s gate.
Want to escape, but psyche don’t know how.
Prayers weakling, fading into none existence.
Constantly thinking remembering not one ;
devoted prayer to God has been answered.

Can one do too many things and pleas go empty?
If God heard His child crying would He help?
If God saw His child deteriorating would He care?
Heavenly Blue Oasis an fantasy or an old folk Tail?

Can’t take this torture anymore.
Can’t take obstacles ruining dreams.
Can’t take helpless, defeated, mentalities.
Can’t take weakened crying self- esteems.

God didn’t answer.

Must take matters of;
the world into own hands.
Paper in left hand;
Pen in right hand.
Calling all poets;
time to unite!
Anger- Sorrow;
Disbelief- Mayhem.
Noted throughout;
near and distant lands.

Ready to walked through the door fighting injustice.
Suddenly, a voice from Heaven sounding stern as poets;
“Hello My Child”, “It’s about time you stop complaining”.
“I’ve been waiting on you to take the first step”.
“For you, I have so much in-store, it‘s not to late“.
“All you had to do is open the door to The Gate”.

Winter

2008-06-20T17:08:00.002-04:00

Cold Winter Season covered Cabin on Mountain Hill.
Notated Snow Flakes brings Peace and Serenity.
The Elemental Surroundings makes One Seek Cover.
Blankets link Substance of Warmth and Comfort.

Reminiscing the Hot Summer Days;
Wishing Cathode Winter will Soon Change.
Phantasm Awakened must Endure Months;
Of Ice Picks Dangling from Roof Tops.

Babbling Chill Slaps Skin Over and Over.
Kismet of the Hour Must Gather Wood.
The Warmth of A Fire Place will Surely Bring Vindication.

Harsh, Brittle Winds causes Spasm to Body.
Virulent Breeze Just keep on Following.
Yelping Voice, Must Flee and Find Vine More Pleasing.

Heart Yarning for Ivy Openings;
Where the Richness of Crocus Spread throughout Land.
Divine Creation of the Earth Spring;
A Deep Appreciation for Nature.

"Bruised"

2008-06-20T17:07:00.000-04:00

Marked Black and Blue, Bruised.
Are You not Satisfied, "Love".
Enough is Enough.

Female And Male

2008-06-20T17:06:00.000-04:00

“Female and Male”

The flower that withers away day by day.

It holds onto any moister it can, draining the soil, pleading to the stem for nourishment.

The flower is slowly losing its color and stance.

As the sun shines, the heat is sometimes hard to endure.

Second by second- minute by minute- hour by hour, it welcomes the strain.

Because the flower comprehends that any strain in a relationship makes it stronger.

And when the clouds can no longer hold its peace; the rain falls on the earth as a sign of interaction and growth.

I am that pedal that's wanting your touch of drops.

So, lets enjoy the rain.

Can we grow again!

Self Management

2008-06-20T17:05:00.000-04:00

Building ones character starts with self management. Eventually, God holds every spirit responsible for their life. He has giving us many tools to help guide us in the right way. The bible is Gods number one joy because it holds every right and wrong decision human being every made. Also, the scripture holds God’s opinion on every deed his creation experienced.

Lets take a moment to reflect on Joshua in The Old Testament. After Moses purpose was fulfilled God chose Joshua to continue to teach and lead His people in the right direction. The Israelites were definitely infants in thought ,they needed to recondition their minds in harmony with the life style and action that represented God.

Therefore, it is very important to self intervene early in life in order to gain self management, other wise the odds will be stack against you. Survival is hard in the real world because each person must have the proper training to make promotion of any kind. No matter what stages a person is in, it's never to late to intervene and apply God's way of life. It is our duty to help build our character of self management and to create a strong human being who will be able to handle countless disappointments in life.

Children are the rawest form of God, the ability to transmit self management is very easy. For instance, kids are a blank sheet of paper just waiting for their pages to be filled. Parents, can create different situation for their children to test their ability on how well they can handle all kinds of disappointments that life will throw at them.

Parents, explain to your children that you would like to apply some essential life's lessons that will equip them to deal with life’s curve balls. You can apply these lessons in a game like format because it will create a fun learning environment. Children are often honest in their emotion and show how they are feeling.

Moreover, if your child can't handle not always getting what he/she want and show signs of problems with not being in the spot light at all times and have problems with respecting others, this can be an early sign of correcting self management. Noticing these characteristic will let you know what correction management your child need in order to better their odds of becoming well rounded adults and leaders. Hopefully, this will carry them throughout life and help them remain loyal Christian in a society that don't often represent the behavior that Jesus Christ displayed.

Building self management in our youth need to be taught by experience concerning their action and emotions. Sometimes teenagers can be unaware of how their words can damage each other and they are easy to be provoked without thinking. It is important for them to be taught how not to let their anger get the best of them and not to take revenge into their own hands. Teens, need to partake in community and charitable work that involve Christian’s behavior being display at all times. This type of demonstration connects emotional attachments which leads to breaking down and building up character. Teenagers need to be taught how to deal with others without flying off the handle when things are said or done that they don't like.

Lets take a moment to reflect on Samuel in the Old Testament, he was chosen to minister before the Lord, even though he was a lade. Samuel's early lessons in life displayed self management on how to be a living witness for God, he remained a faithful leader that played a vital roll in establishing God's kingdom.

Our youth must grow up with God's words embedded in their hearts, so that they can be a positive citizen of social order. Engaging with each others in the public will ultimately benefit them in their place of work , family, relationship and clergyman ship. Listening to their ups and downs will let you know what they need help with when it comes to dealing with the real world. This will definitely build self worth and a well managed individual.

Adults need less involvement with the real world and more self evaluation management. We all know that the work place can be a bit of a challenge trying to provide for your family while dealing with co- workers, who may not be as polite as you want them to be. Sometimes there can be so much mayhem in our lives, that the only way to stop ourselves from flying off the handle is to apply self management and resist a uncomfortable boiling argument.

Our homes should be a place where we can rest and unload our problems to help build self management to face the world another day. Many adults have situation that stem from their childhood that have not been resolved. Adults often need the most help with self management because they often have a lot of bad residue collected over the years. We desperately need to figure out our problems and learn how to get back on course of achieving organization in our lives. Action and reaction plays a big part with adults, since they don't have to answer to anyone, the level of discipline is sometimes hard to contain. Managing our emotion when it comes to daily conversations, will reinforce how it's okay to have a difference of opinion without developing hate towards one another.

Stereotyping also needs to be apart of self management because it can lead to negativity being past on from generation to generation. Correction of ones self should be a daily ritual like washing our face because it will instantly release a happier person who will be better equipped to serve God Almighty and to input positively in our society. Adults lessons have to be about a renewing of the mind as well as how to manage an ungodly world. It is important to attack our root which is our mind and to tear limb from limb the refurbishing and rethinking of our thoughts, so that we can enhance self management.

All in all, people can use these kinds of mind provoking techniques to expand various self management benefits. Eventually, every one has to learn that in order to receive God's blessing we must dig deep into our soul and pull out the best. God is very gracious and he allows his creation the ability to make mistakes in hopes that we learn from them ( 1 Peter 1: 6-7). The human race have to train themselves to fight the enemy who often tries to destroy our self worth! Children is our generation, the youth is our future and adults is the example of leadership and change.

Let Me Be Your WOMAN

2008-06-20T16:51:00.001-04:00

I can see it in your eyes
your not telling me the truth.

Bits and pieces of the story
to win my glory and praise.

I must admit you had me in a daze
for a while.

It took years to finally
make it through the maze.

Now, I understand your plan.

I once heard you say
I like them young- cute and lame
cause a brother like you got plenty of game.

Well, I'm young, I'm cute, lame?
those shoes don't fit me.

I'm caught up to your slang, you'll see!

I might not have a college degree
but common sense comes naturally.

Would it hurt you to take a minute
or two to sit down and listen.

I understand that you're the man
that has the stronger hand, but
I am woman if we work together
we can reach the promise land
"While on Earth".

Lets give birth to the old way of thinking
and start with the new you believe in me
and I believe in you.

I might be right sometimes
listen you might find.

So, glance my way and give me a chance.

I don't want to be the man
just your right hand!

Sincerely,
WOMAN

Salvation

2008-06-18T22:16:00.000-04:00

Salvation

Cold winter season covers salvation to reach mountain top.
Heaven’s snow lakes sprinkles peace and serenity.
The elemental surroundings make the meek seek cover.

Prayer blankets link substance of comfort and warmth.
Reminiscing the hot summer days of God’s sun ray.
Wishing the enemy cathode winter will soon change.
Phantasm awakened must endure months of life lessons.

Ice cold hearts will gradually fade, beating for God‘s grace.
Babbling chill slaps conscious over and over; have faith.
Essence of the hour must gather love ones in prayer.

The warmth of the savior will surely bring vindication.
Harsh, brittle world causes spasm to God’s holy communion.
Virulent breeze just keep on following corrupting vision.
Yearning voice, must flee and find delightful vine more pleasing.

Heart’s purity cling seeking leadership of Heavenly Blue Oasis.
Beautiful richness of spirituality spread throughout promise land.
A divine creation where God’s loving hands give cover to the meek.
Deep appreciation for nature and all thing the Lord God has created.

Rain

2008-06-18T22:14:00.000-04:00

Rain

Rain go away
perhaps visit
another day.

Day of hope
day of purpose
day of prosperity.

If you come on
those days my
view of you
might change.

Besides, don’t
you have a
higher calling?

Quit stalling
and do your
job!

There’s trees,
flowers, grass,
wilderness ,
heck
there are even
cars to water.

So why drip, drip,
drip on me?

Lets make a deal,
I’ll pick the number
of days that you can
visit.

The days when I’m
feeling,
One in a Million!

Autocrat

2008-06-18T22:00:00.000-04:00

Autocrat

Keep Authenticity!

Fight to hold hearts purity.

Life can overpower you.
it can break you down to the;
lowest common denominator.

This is the time to stop and listen;
and grow from the experience.

You’re the Autocrat;
that drives destiny!